Fight for something or die for nothing. It's my choice, and I'm taking it.

What a wonderful week for me. Got my first pieces of work from my very wonderful and sexy artist, Nancy. I will post them to my novel for this week, i need more time to write some more chapter. This week has been wonderful, as i stated before. I went to the hospital for my injuries. Bruised a few ribs, and found it hard to sleep with it, which wasn't good. I started to hallucinate more, and i was scared. I remember sitting on my chair, reading some H.P. Lovecraft (cos he is a total boss), and then i thought I was sitting next to a vampire girl. She told me I was a vampire too, and explained some of the myths on vampires. She then said vampires could control others with their voices, like mind control, as well as other vampires. She looked embarassed, and said "only if the vampire is stronger in will power.". I woke back out to my computer, and was really freaked out. I need some fucking strong pain killers to get me to sleep enough so I don't slip into these pocket hallucinations.

Still no work this week, starting to get really bored. My father left for a new job today on the other side of the country, and i'm starting to miss him already. I have never been so far from him, but I am happy because he is earning alot of money for the job. He was always there for me, and didn't care what I did in life as long as i didn't do drugs or drive drunk. He was cool that way. I told him if he died up there, I would use all my paranormal contacts to drag his soul back into his body just to kick his ass again.

I have been feeling a bit bored with my life, and my mother suggested i find a girl.I would if i wanted to. Im more worried about not having a fucking job right now to be nagged by a girlfriend. And i don't mean to sound sexist with the nagging remark, I know some very wonder women. I just don't have the money to take a woman out on a date, and would prefer to do it when i'm working again. That's all I have to say for myself tonight. I have been your Angel for this evening. Good Night my friends.