I have a reason to fight for my life, and its for my family that I do.

What a boring week for me. There has been no work this week, and I am running out of cash. Luckily, I don't need to go anywhere, so any money I have i don't use. This week, my friend told me straight to my face that his life is more important than anyone else. His Girlfriend left him for the eighth time, always because he treated her bad, and he told me I had to get her back for him. I told him I was in a meeting with my boss about work, and his words were "Why the fuck are you talking to your boss about work? I told you to get *bitches name* back for me, you are supposed to be my friend but you refuse to help." and hung up on me. He can go suck a dick for all i care, he'll probably go to jail for beating up a woman cos he doesn't have the balls to go after someone who can fight.

Last night, the demon returned again. Things went different this time. My mind had enough strength to over power it. I could feel the scaly skin as I held down it's throat. I told it if it ever returned, I would not hesitate to figure out how to make it feel all the pain it cost me. It disappeared from under me, and passed out before i hit the bed. I don't know if i will see the fucker again, but if i do I will end it. All this week I have realised how much crap I took as a kid. It took me 15 years to grow a fucking spine, and i hated myself for all the shit i allowed.

This has shown this week, as I refuse to let anyone give me crap. On the bus home from looking for new electronics, a group of 15 year old bogan sluts and guido-wannabee's (about 6, 3 of each) got on the bus and started to pump their shit house music. I ignored them and turned my iPod up to full, listening to some Amity Affliction, which those who read my last entry will understand why. One girl told me to turn down my music as they couldn't hear their new "sluts-r-us" hit, and i ignored them again. It wasn't until she ripped out my headphones and ripped off the ends. I lost it in a very unique way. I grabbed her piece of shit phone, and through it out the window while the bus moved. Her face was is total shock. I got off the bus at the next stop, which was one away from my house, only to be stopped by the group of toss-pots from the bus. The biggest cunt, only 5'10, told me I was going to pay for what I just did. He got me with a dirty right hook, and they all laughed. And so did I, very maniacally. I stood up and said "that the best you got." his friends grabbed my arms and he started to land punch after punch to my torso, each one making me laugh even more. After they let go, He said "whats you got to say for yourself cunt." to which I looked at my phone and said "your five minutes to run away is up." I uppercut the first guy in the ribs, and punched the second and third guy square in their jaws. With all of them on the ground whimpering and their sluts all crying, I pulled the first guy close and said "That construction site has 24/7 CCTV on here. The video will show you beating me up for 5 minutes straight, and then me defending myself. Call the mother fucking cops, I dare you." and preceeded to walk home.

I hope he calls the cops. Three guys on one with me the victor should be a good laugh for Omni and Knight. When someone says they will give you 5 minutes to run, take it. I have been your Angel for this evening. Good night all.