Time heals most wounds. Sometimes they get bigger.

Wow... I can't believe I forgot to write a blog for weeks on end. I am so sorry guys.I feel awful. Well, let me tell you how my shits been going for the past few weeks.

I had a shit tonne of job interviews and inductions for construction jobs. I felt like it wasn't getting me anywhere. Then one day, I had a job interview for Ritchies. It was fairly easy, I got dressed up and went in there with a confident smile. I told him what skills I had, and the assistant manager was impressed. I didn't get the job on the floor, but he gave me a job working in the chicken shop. I start in a week, so I feel so excited.

Ever have a friend who was so bad for you, but you don't realize it because you wanted him as a friend or because they owed you money? Yeah, I had a friend like that. From the person who brought you "Why'd you go out with other friends on New Years Eve, when I wanted you here so I could make fun of you?" and "Get my ex-girlfriend back for the umpteenth time.". He got put in jail for running two people over, and I was in Queensland while he was sent away. Fast Forward to a fortnight ago. His mother found out I returned, and has been badgering me to visit her son because his girl left him and his "Best mate", some guy he met last year who stole from him, wanted nothing to do with him. She emailed me again and again about how I needed to buy a car and visit him. Then she tells me I'm a bad friend because I left him. I flipped shit. I sent disturbingly aggressive email to her telling her that it was her son who fucked up, and her son who fell in with the wrong person, and I was trying to get my life in order. I ended it with "If you would like me to visit him, let me buy my fucking car, write up a contract that says he will pay me my fucking money back, and I might consider it." I haven't heard back from her yet, and I hope I don't.

I haven't spoke to Nicole in a while and I feel bad for that. She called me last night, and told me she was angry. I promise I will contact her more. I miss her so much.

My psychosis is getting better, and I plan to tell White Knight this because he doesn't read this blog. Over the past month, I have "re-absorbed" Markov into my mind, wishing him a goodbye and thanks for being there for me. I will keep Alice a bit longer, maybe indefinitely. I don't know. My sleep is getting better, which is making my writing suffer. I will post a new chapter after I post this, as a thanks to those who support me. I hope I can get shit together soon. I don't like living here longer than I should. I have been your Angel for the evening.