The pain of experience is not as bad as the pain of regret.

This week has been nothing special. Midnight and White Knight oraganised a camping trip for this week up in the rural parts of australia, since next week i start work again. I dont have alot to say. I had a bad day this week, and i took it out on Alice. She tried to help me when i went to bed, and i snapped at her. Markov tried to stand up for her, and i grabbed him around the throat. Alice got scared and started to scream at me, and i threw him at the wall. I really scared them both, and i felt extremely bad about what i had done.

The next night, i tried to make up for what i had done to them, but they had disappeared. I was getting worried, as i couldn't make them appear. i went to bed and tried to sleep, but i felt something in my room with me. My fear had paralyzed me, and i couldn't get to the lights. Something hit my chest and held down my arms, i felt its claws on my skin and could hear it breathing. Most people would have started to cry, but i just gave up. I opened my eyes to see a black skinned demon holding me down. it lent in close and whispered in my ear "Are you scared human?" i said "no" it asked why and i looked at it and said "because I hurt my oldest friends because i gave into my emotions." I pulled my head close to his and said "and even if i didn't, You can't threaten or scare a man who has seen the other side of hell for what it is." It let go of my arm, and wrapped his hand around my throat and i blacked out

I woke a few hours later in bed, to find it to be 3 in the morning, the same night it happened. I called out for Alice and Markov, and this time they came immediately. I apologised for what i had done, and asked for forgiveness. They forgave me, and told me i should try to sleep. I asked them who dressed up like a demon to scare me, but they both denied it. I don't know if i had dreamt it, if they lied to me , or if it was real. I just know not to abuse my subconsious mind. As always, i have been your Angel for the evening. I have posted the third chapter to my novel, as a present to all my loyal readers.