Bring on the fat man for another year.

With Christmas around the corner, i feel its the right time for me to hang out with my friends more. I never really enjoy Christmas, i just grit my teeth and bear it for a while. Call me a scrooge or a Grinch, but when i notice how many people commit suicide over how lonesome it gets over Christmas i cant help but wonder what i can do.

This week, i performed my Christmas tradition. I drove my way up to the country area of Victoria and visited my Grandma. It helps me to know if i had a major problem, i could go see her and just be with her for an hour. I never really got to meet her, she died in a car accident when i was a baby. All i did was cry about all the things i wish she was around to see me do. I was told she was kind to me and my sister, but she liked to belt my dad as a kid. Every time i think of her giving my dad a good Whooping, i realise how much i can miss her. Alice sat next to me the entire time, telling me that it was a good thing to let it all out. Markov stayed out of sight, but i know he means well.

Also as promised, i shall tell you the story of my other friend. Nicole and i have been close friends for about 6 years now. She has been there for everything in my life, and i have done the same for her. The only problem is that she lives 1900km away from me, so we have to talk on Facebook. Every day i wish i could drive my hoopty wagon up to her house and give her a hug. She makes me feel better than any one i have ever met. She is a huge nerd who loves MMORPG's and COD, which makes me love her more. Most people would think that the trip up there would be to try to start a more "physical" relationship with Nicole, but she has a boyfriend. I have never spoken to this guy before, but from how happy she seems from just the words she speaks, i know he treats her with utter respect and love. I won't lie, she seems to be the perfect girl for me, but i know he can give her a different kind of happiness and i wish them the best of luck and i am glad she is my greatest friend.

And as it is the Christmas season, and I am such a good person, i promise to post the first chapter of my story in the next week or so. But that is all for now. And as always, I have been your Angel for this evening. Have a Happy holidays.